Well hello their ladies....and gents???
I've been reading so many blogs lately that I've "caught" the blog fever! I'm always on YouTube (doin me) but it seems that a blog of my own would seem more befitting of my character; now if I can only figure out over the next few weeks how to design this thing.....ugh! ;0)
Well let's start with a "formal" intro.
I'm just a young married women discovering my likes and dislikes...my strengths and weaknesses. One may say I'm transitioning in many areas of my life and of course...it's only positive changes. I'm the kind of chick who spends too much time alone and not enough time enjoying/living life.... Well that's about to change dramatically!
I've title this chronicles of Beauty because all the pieces of me are beautiful..yep..even those imperfections. Learning to feel comfortable in my own shoes hasn't been easy for me because I don't think I've invested the time to just simply love me enough to just be me (make sense?). In a world filled with critics and mainstream medias view on beauty; I have isolated myself and am slightly confused on where I want to stand and make my own little mark in this world.
I don't want to be the loudest in the room...I just want to OWN my own personality/persona.
So I have sat down and done some self reflecting and I've come up with the conclusion that I have no idea who I really am......why? Because I've focused my entire self worth based on keeping up an image of what I think people want/ expect me to be ( I'll go into detail about that later). So I ask myself...
What are the memories I want to form and what are the areas I need to strengthen to fully fill completely me and happy in my own skin???
Well I'll say this...I really love clothing (like many women) yet I don't shop like I love it...I wanna change that.
I don't engage in making friends...too complicated; or so I say..and I want to change that.
I want to learn how to be the best wife I can be and grow as the years go by (sometimes, I'm a little hard to deal with)... I want to change that.
I'm a great mother already; at least I know I have that down, and it's left for God to do the rest.
In my blog I want to address all these "issues", which make a women beautiful also virtues. People (the hand full that actually know me) say that I over process my thoughts, I just think I'm sharing too much info with people who may not really feel my points of view.
When I was younger I was the "queen" of writing...over the years however, I just stopped...I don't know why. At least with my own blog I know anyone who is here...it's because they want to know about me and where I am headed.... So come along if you dare...into my world..
The Chronicles of Beauty....
